I’m awake at 00:26…I think anytime that you feel like you could go for a run at midnight, you know that you have serious problems. I’m stuck in my head, I know that I feel a million feelings and I know why I feel them I’m just having a hard time accepting them. So here is where my life stands as of today…

1.I just finished a 4 year degree that I have no motivation to use.

2.I spent a whole year in a grief bubble that I created when my mother passed away from liver cancer, and when I finally re-emerged. I discovered that the one person that I pushed away is the one that I love the most.

3. All I want to do is get on a plane and leave, but checking out physically and emotionally is the root of most of my interpersonal problems.

So pity party aside, what I want to know is. How do you even begin to live your life, when your biggest problem is your own inability to tell yourself the truth…

#Lie number 1: I don’t need him, I’ll be fine if he leaves…

What lies have you told yourself??

Sincerely

Conflicted and awake at midnight

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton